As the days go by my love for you has become stronger
My memories have become fuller
And my smile wider
All I know is I will always love you
And all I want to do
Is prove my love for you
For you are mine to hold
Keep me sain and keep me bold
Never make me feel a little cold
Please be mine and I'll be yours
For now until forever more



For Bruno

Who am I if not my own?
Who am I if not this girl who believes she can do anything
Lately, i've been struggling with self identity
a common effect of college and the stress from everything in my personal life
no one knows my struggles and the demons I fight inside
why do memories of my past still haunt me?
why do I drown in my own tears from the person I want to become and the person I am now
why do I let the actions of others take a toll on my life
why do I feel weak when I must be strong
I need to be strong
that's all I've been my entire life
Strong and Happy and Confident
I stand up from myself like no other
if you know what I've been through you'd understand
I have been told I am wise beyond my years, yet, I hold a young heart
the love I feel inside reflects my happiness and holds me together
but why am I so lost
I feel I have been swimming in the abyss and I'm trying to reach the shore
shall I continue to let the darkness consume me?
I need to find my balance, ironic considering I'm a Libra but my whole life I've been out of balance
I am always on constant move, I never have a day off, never rest and always worrying about other people more than my own needs

Who am I if not my own
A sorrow of words untold...

...and to conclude my thoughts of distress,
those who do not understand you do not deserve you